What it's like
...it all turned out to be ok...but these are thoughts written during a recent scare....life is good. So...bad news is that I feel a lump...again, and in the same place I felt it three years ago. Good news is, I am getting an ultrasound on my boob, thanks to my rockin' oncologist who is very cautious and listens. To be honest, I felt this lump a while ago, and doc gave me the ultrasound order in November. I am kicking myself for waiting so long, for letting fear once again take hold and cause paralysis. I hope that God's grace is on my side today and this is just nothing but scar tissue. Shout out to you God, I have faith in my destiny and your purpose, but please don't let that be cancer vs. Amanda, round two. I am sitting in the little closet room in Washington Radiology waiting for my turn at the ultra sound machine, they are running behind, it is 45 min past my appt time and there are still two ahead of me. So much for this being a quick part of my day, no stress, in ...