Nesting

Tomorrow is Jill's surgery and I am a wreck. I am so full of nervous energy that sitting in front of a computer is absolute torture. After trying for may hours yesterday to sit and work quietly, I finally gave up and took the afternoon off to be nervous. Is that even a valid excuse to take time off?? I ended up running errands, cleaning closets, cleaning the garage - you know, nesting!

Is this normal? To be going crazy like this? I hope so, otherwise the men in white jackets may be coming to take me away soon.

Today is a little better, since I got some items checked off the list yesterday, I have been successful for sitting at my desk for a little over an hour now...there may be hope for the work to-do list after all. Then again, I am writing this instead of working, so....we'll see.

Anyway, that's all, I just needed to vent.

Please pray for my Jill, the surgeon, the anesthesiologist, the nurses, and all the staff that will work so hard to make the surgery a success.

Thanks for listening.

Comments

Mona said…
Totally normal, you are. I knew i should have called you to check up on you. i have checked your fb posts and it seems as though all is going well with the surgery and your little girl is like silly putty and will bend and reshape right back lickety split :)